Nikki, have you ever thought of what you did in the past, last few days of 2011?
Apparently, yes. You wished you were stronger. More aggressive. Know how to say no when you feel like you do stuff for people who don't have a clue what you actually DO to please them. Stopped being on call. Don't think of people who may actually aggravate your little happiness. Fly.
You know what, you still think a lot. I'm guessing that's one thing you can't stop doing it, for that matter. Reason you cry a lot, get sick a lot, invoke paranoia, is because of this.
You actually cried for the wrong person. Of all people, would you believe? This is new, seriously.
Stop it. Love yourself a little bit more. Just how many days into 2012 and you start tearing your eyes out once again.
Dwell on Hemingway, Palanca et.al.
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