Conundrum

If only
You knew
How much
You make me

High

Then it
Would be
Just dandy
To be around

You

But then
You can never
Ever
Know

The truth

You have
Her
I have
You

We have so
Much
In common
It makes me

Cry

I am your
Vitamin
Compensates for
What she

Lacks

You are
Prozac
You drag me
To work

Sane

She can never know
Nobody can ever know
What's in between
Sick, sad space called

Our world.