Happy New Year?

For once I have lost the drive to do a recap, when this is the best time to be happy for the things I have received in this soon-gone year.

I am being eaten alive by doubt and insecurities, for just one reason.

Truth is, it could've been better if I kept to myself, if I haven't been to nosy, if I didn't become to meticulous, if I didn't become too selosa.

Dammit, but I will not put the blame on myself.

I am hoping for better days. Truly am. :(

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No matter how happy you can be, into every life some rain must fall.


I feel so sad when I really shouldn't be.