this never happened before

I have never really had a Valentine's date.


Ever.

Impossible as it may seem, yes, I have never ever have gotten myself one. Under so many odd circumstances. Haha. Lame, I know.

Walter had been planning for the big red date for centuries, and I have told him a million times over not to get me anything - not that I didn't like getting something, but I usually found Vday pretty much like gastos daay - lovers get to find the excuse of expecting gifts for no apparent reason. So yeah, he didn't get me a bouquet of flowers nor those fancy-schmancy chocolates.

He got me these:

It's a need, not a want. Not your typical Vday gift, but hey, this pair will surpass everything; from the wilted flowers to the crumpled candybar wrappers. Pretty much like the love i've been waiting for all my life. :)

Thank you, Walter John Peckson. I love you so much.

From Walter

Supposedly he wasn't to know about me posting this, but he didn't save it at all.  Such a waste. I didn't really ask for a letter, it's just that his friend was tad too assuming. Haha. Fantastic, really. So here goes:

Balita ko gus2 m dw ng sulat galing sakin psenxa n kung ngaun ko lng ngawaL. Kaya ito na paiikliin ko nlng kasi andami ko gus2 isulat. Mahal na mahal kita Maria Francesca Domenica Trinidad Estrada, ngcmula s simpleng patingin tingin kaya naalala ko na gus2ng gus2 ko ung mga mata mong napakaganda, ung buhok mong check k ng check kung nghihiwalay n sabay suklay, ung kilay m n kayang mgexpress ng 5 emotions per second, ung ilong mong ndi pantay ang butas, ung labi mong may tuka, ipin mong maliliit, ung kutis m n napaka lambot at ang binti mong ndi pantay.  

Ikaw ung babaeng hinahanap ko, pangarap ko at ang mahal na mahal ko. Sinuklian mo ung pag-ibig n hinahanap ko noon pa.. pinaramdam m sakin ung pgmamahal n akala ko s kwen2 lng natutupad.  Habang buhay kita pagsisilbihan at habang buhay kita mamahalin.. Oo mas bata aq alam kong natatakot ka dahil madami p ang pwedeng mangyare. Syempre madami talaga! Mgttrabaho tau, mgbubukod tau, papakasal, bibili ng sariling bahay, palalakihin ang magiging anak natin at tatanda taung mgkasama, Masaya at ngmamahalan. Odiba andame at ndi un madali  :,) antagal kitang hinanap antagal m dn nagtago.. pero dumating naman aq sa buhay m kaya “Hi miss J I’m sorry I’m late e2 nga pala puso ko <3 oh="" pakialagaan="">

Alam m ung tula? E2 b ung tagalog ng color red? Nyahahahaha joke..

Panu b un?

Roses are red

Violets are blue

Kilala mo si Jared?

Utot nya blue!

Hahahaha joke lng J English ito kaya pgpasenxahan m n J

Everybody wishes for their one true love

Where people starts to set their hopes from above

Some lucky ones were granted

But most people were disappointed

So I started believing in fairy tales

They say true love’s kiss never fails

By a simple gift of chocolates

True love Awaits.

For a long time I thought I found the one

For so long I have chosen only one

But like all stories must have an end

Only I have a very bitter end

For three long years I was damaged

I blamed everyone, I was deranged

Although I have few relationships

My heart can still feel the hardships

So I gave up and let go

From that moment so long ago..

I grew up and became stupid

I was hurt but not because of cupid

I gave up on myself and on love

For there’s no such thing as love

I cried every night asking “why”?

Now my eyes were dry

I lost faith and confidence

Self-respect and patience

I became pig headed and boastful

And yet I remain hopeful

To still find the one

Somewhere, someone

I searched everywhere

To find love and happiness to share

I wore a mask to hide my true self

My vulnerable, mushy self

Because guys should be tough

We should be like a rock, Rough

I searched and yet I failed again

My feelings were abused yet again.

Until you showed up

Your eyebrows were up

My hopes were up

Until literature was up

A girl with intelligence and beauty

So majestic and yet always on duty

You’re so high you’re way out of my reach

I can see another heart break within my reach

So I searched again for someone within my reach

I searched everywhere

And I still found you there

I ignored the signs

Believing you can’t be mine

Still, destiny seems playful

Because I ended up hopeful

So many signs and yet I’m unsure

Is this love or just another allure?

Opportunities came for you and me

Yet I remain uncertain about you and me

Until you gave me an opportunity

To express my love sincerely and secretly

Yes! I have found a way

I shall ignore you by day

But at night time

We have our special time

Talking like close friends with connections

Secretly hiding my affections

Is this love yet again?

Is it joy or pain?

Still I took the opportunity

To express my feelings secretly

I have chosen to be by your side

I have seen your sweet and gentle side

This is it I declared

I am prepared!

Hoping, pleading that it is you

All this time I wanted to say I Love you

Have I found the perfect girl?

My happiness, my love, my pearl

A huge hand slapped me in the face

I met the one worth the chase

The one who would slip away

If I don’t propose straight right away

Oh the joy I have found you

My love my life is you

Although I was shaky

I’ll take the risk for you Nikki

To declare my love in person

To look in your eyes with emotion

Finally to someone worth the trouble

We are now a couple

Oh the joy I have found you

Nikki, I Love you